This sleepy person says...

26 days 36 minutes to deadline
I'm early this month! No procrastinating this time! Nope, none of that for me! *for now* BUT! before i get into this month's entry, I'd like to sincerely apologise to my poor lil darling for my lack of attention and care. In case if any of you were wondering - not that i know if anyone ever reads this stuff - the darling i mentioned? Is not my bunny, not anyone at all because if i were to be ignoring you, I wouldn't be sorry now, would I? It is but my blog notebook which has been ignored for the entire month of January. Which is why out of guilt I am filling it in now way ahead of when I'd usually be touching any pen or paper for my blog post.
That aside, back to the usual grind. The old chinese year has left and the new has come. Once again another new year's celebration. Isn't it weird how it can be so out of sync? The two perceptions of a year and all the months and days in it. I wonder who was the first to think up of they're version of time and date *although thinking back, some memories of a certain history textbook comes to mind -prepare to shut off memories NOW!* I mean like, who got to decide that there were 7 days in a week and named them all??? @@ I think I better stop before my brain crashes on me.
Well if there were changes in the new year, there were definitely changes in the chinese new year. Like for one thing, I socialise with my relatives more than i did before and i feel more at ease with them instead of the standard: grandma says, guai guai sit down, don't speak unless spoken to, don't run, don't touch anything, don't request for anything. But this only applies for my relatives on my grandma's side though. We're all whole bunch of nutty crazy people when we get together =P and its also fun to see them enjoying themselves as when they were young again. Like how my grandma and her older brother would fight when he forces her to accept an ang pau. I really should post a few photos of my family in their mad moments. This year it's like a sudden rush of realisation of how nice it is to meet up with my distant relatives or maybe I just like having 4 grandmas at once O.o . I never grew up with my cousins or any other kids my age. I grew up with my grandma and her brothers and sisters and their families, and they didn't even have any grandchildren for me to play with at that time =\ all my distant cousins now are only in preschool/kindergarten/primary school and I get along with them better than my cousins at my age on my grandfather's side of the family. With them, we are family as a whole instead of multiple individual families.

25 days 23 hours 38 minutes to deadline
I think I totally missed out on one major thing that inspired my blog. Which is...*drum roll please*
................................HUEI WENN!!! I just realised that my inspiration for every post-writing lies in the very chance of going crazy with her. I only seem to get into the mood to write when the both of us become members of the MPA(that's short for Mental People Association). With her going crazy with college and me having nothing to do, it's no wonder why we both get along so well when releasing stress. Doing nothing can be stressful too u know, it's called boredom. Ever heard of it? From evil mode, to emotionless mode, to sot mode again and now I'm down to silent writer's block mode. All the time suggesting and acting weird and silly to the core, and my mood-o-meter shows evil fluctuating on the scale where i get super sarcastic and sadistic. I'm sick, I got chubby ~_~ as stressed by HWenn, and I just missed dinner when I slept through it. How can one not be cranky when she gets up!?? Anyway...my whole point is....I get my creative literary inspiration from Huei Wenn and I would like to thank her for turning my evenings upside down in the most positive way.

8 days 12 hours 55 minutes to deadline
I think I understand how some people feel after too long of having a study break, and trust me, 3 months is far too long. February's coming to an end, and orientation starts in 2-3 days? I am not prepared for this at all, not mentally at the very least. Well Emily, you are entering the world you have always wanted to be in. You've dreamt about it for like what, 6 to 9 years already and now you you've got it, no strings attached except for my promise of commitment to myself and my family. Finally, a world of SCIENCE~~~ *pictures Dexter from Dexter's Laboratory scuttling across his lab*, and I still want a microscope ==". My bio lecturer found me amusing when I asked how much was one and told me to get something from like Toys R Us. Like, hello~~~ I already have one long long ago that's why I want a real one where you can properly see stuff in a cell. For a bio teacher, she isn't very encouraging. She went, "You sure it isn't a telescope u want?" Me gives, straight face *like, God! You'd think an 18 year old would know the diff between a telescope and a microscope ==*. And after all that, she finds out from the lap assistant that it was going to cost me something around, say.......an expensive laptop??? @@ Dream on, Emily... *sigh*

1 hour 25 minutes to deadline
I feel so weird typing everything above out. Like where did i get so much energy from??? @@ I feel so tired and sleepy now. Went out to TS/SW with sis and we came home with 4 pairs of shoes? 2 of which are for cosplaying, hopefully this year =\. Sis got a pair of black mary janes n I've got a pair of geta! X) The kimonos there....weren't really what i was searching for. So well I gotta start searching for materials now.
V Day: Bunny came over to my house n spent the entire day with me X) then bunny had to leave for dinner with his family. The entire day was like...crashing on the couch... watching tsubasa... went out to lunch... being absent minded erm....lol....i dunno what else to say bout it.
Uni has started... and the orientation, I've got to say, was boooorrrriiinnngggg......that i skipped it for 2 n 1/2 days =\ n the science school is as dead as can be *hopes to make friends when classes start else drop dead within the very first month of uni*, i even looked around to scout for potential buddies but i just froze and thought...i can survive 4 years on my own, i guess. My timetable....sorta sucks....and there isn't a way to adjust it any better. Prays things will change when class starts on Monday 8am @@... Drove there on the first day of uni and the second but got kind of screwed up into a nervous breakdown on Wednesday and my mom didn't see me mentally fit to drive on my own so she fetched me instead. I'll be taking some time to adjust to uni life... it feels very alien to me...
Tomorrow....lol doesn't fall under February....but I'll leave a lil snippet of what's to come...
I'll be following my dad to Rimbun Dahan for a 14 acre garden tour and an art exhibiton =) and we leave....7.45am and i'm so dead sleepy tonight...and i'm still waiting for my bunny to come home from fetching his dad from the airport @@...
Anyway....he's back now....and i'm done for this month...
soo......
31 days from now~
EmilyC